Thursday, June 26, 2008
head to WWW.CLNTOPIA.WORDPRESS.COM instead!!!!
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Monday, March 17, 2008
i realised im so fucking drained. sad to say, i missed my long hrs of slp. days when u can juz slp ur ass off till evening time.
dinner's with gang was changed to supper instead. hong kong cafe again. lol. we juz cant get enuff of it. wahhah. now im stranded at home not knowing wad to do and feeling vexed. msgs frm tis someone is not helping too.
i tink im goin to breakdown soon. time management doesnt seem to help. here i'm being fucking stress up by jobs and politics frm the company and on the other hand, i need to cope on hoaxing pple, meet ups, spend time with frens and wad-so-ever for my social life. my life's packed. and i hv been neglecting my family and my sports. m i being too used of being alone that i find excuses for myself? sometimes, i really hv this feeling of stop bothering. mayb a long term MIA wld be gd. running back to my own little world and juz get away from this fucked up life. yet, its juz such a coward thing to do.
my apologises for the words use of this post. its jus tat dear cln is not in the mood tdy. wahhaha. alright. stopping here. dinner's home and ltr for supper. =)
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Thursday, March 13, 2008
im so so so so darn broke this month. lucky wk been improving and ot are being offered again. seriously need to chiong ot but i cant find the time to do. aikzzzz. for money or for time? wads ur choice? 2 more wks till pay day and yes!!!! PAY INCREMENT for dear cln. wahahhaha. still im broke... *shrugs*
weather haven been gd these few days. did it spoilt anyone's day? it din for me. but the rain tat drop, makes the heart to miss tat particular person even more.
so tmr finally came. the first offical "date".
hearts felt pounding and butterfiles feelings.
m i over excited? i guess so.
tots been running wild.
will it be gd or will it be juz another day?
yet it doesnt matter.
for as long as i'm with you. =)
sitting right here, yet the hearts ponders.
upon the person dear to my heart.
is it good or is it bad?
we shall see and you shall guess.
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Monday, March 10, 2008
wad a day!
being accused over some wk tat was not done by me. aikz. veri cham. damn freaking angry. but den again. tat's life. you juz get shet anyday, anywhere and anyhow.
things happen as days goes by. none can predict wad will happen nx. i'm living to my fullest. r u?
i see the clouds are clearing soon.
yet it doesnt matter anymore.
as long as im happy.
so, soon it shall be.
rite darling? =)
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IM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG:
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Hey, little mama
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot, little figure
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class all your own
And.
Oh, little cutie
When, you talk to me
I swear, the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and.
You mean to me
What I mean to you and
Together baby
There is nothing we won't do
cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl, you're my all
And.
Oh!
I'm into you
And girl
No one else would do
cause with every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
Wat I feel when I'm
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
Girl.
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else
Without you
there's no one left there
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey! Little shawty
Say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I'll be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I would try
To be your everything
yeah.
cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl, you're my all
And.
Oh!
I'm into you
And girl
No one else would do
cause with every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only on
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
Wat I feel when I'm
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
Oh.
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
Yeah Heh.
And I
Will never try to deny
That you're my whole life
cause if you ever let me go
I would die
So I won't front
I don't need another woman
I just need your all and nothin
cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Woo Oh. Yeah
They need it boo (they need it)
They gotta see their boo
Said the hearts all over the world tonight (world tonight)
Hearts all over the world tonight (world tonight)
Oh! (Oh)
I'm into you (I'm into you baby)
And girl
No one else would do
cause with every kiss (every kiss) and every hug (every hug)
You make me (you make me) fall in love
And now I (I) know I can't be the only one (cant be the only one)
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight (world tonight)
With the love of they life who feel (who feel)
Wat I feel (feel) when I'm
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
Girl.
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
Oh.
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you.
(Only with you)
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
hey yeah.
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if i give you my soul,
wad will you do?
will you love me forever,
or just one more day?
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Saturday, March 1, 2008
会呼吸的痛
在东京铁塔
第一次眺望
看灯火模仿
坠落的星光
我终於到达
但却更悲伤
一个人完成
我们的梦想
你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上
张扬过哀伤
那是种多么
寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙
让我去流浪
在原地等我
把自己捆绑
你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
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wad's holding me back........!!!!!!!!!!!
i really need some ans..
so stressed. i cant take it anymore.
wo hen xiang ta, ta zhi dao.
ke shi ta bu zhi dao wo yao de shi shen me.
er wo ye bo xiang rang ta zhi dao wo de li you.
ying wei wo zhi dao wo hui shang hai ta.
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
i so wanna blog all of this down but fucking hell. dere's no way to lock tis post on blogspot. tinking of changing to wordpress soon. wahahaha. den ill join darling in her wordpress world.
simple to put it.
its been a day and many things happened.
for the worst or the better.
no one knows.
lost yet happy!!!
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
i opened my mail and dere it was. a map of the restuarant on 28th. ed's such a dear. he knew ill holland. whaha. tks yupp. i hope it'll help. whahah.
ill be goin for a stupid yoga lesson on 28th. something for my back i guess. den it'll dinner at some seafood rest with my batch gang. hoping onto 29th will be singing session. which is so not confirm. lol. so updates might be up up soon. =)
work's been better tdy. tink i need to buck up a little. kinda feel like im starting to slack and din put as much effort in it alrdy. aikz. bad bad.
i wont be tat free nx wk guys. pack for tat someone. i dun wanna see someone camp at my workplace. scary. lol. but zhu zhu. we can club on the 5th or 6th. =)
msges been up
mind games been played
flirts been flying around
things been progressing fast
yet...
the heart lingers for the other?
m i? do i? or izzit juz a lame excuse?
why was it always pple who'r attached.
why the fuck cant i find someone who's single!!!!
wad's the prob with me?
lost hopes in attached pple. juz a tot. lol.
im happy. =)
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
